r a n d o m .

if i had a MAN all this stressing wouldnt bee happening ,
my time would bee O C C U P I E D & i would have someone to comfort me . . .

but im ALL BADD right now ;

• my fam isnt tryning to bee of much help . .
  
• my health is s l o w l y progressing . . .
• im FINANCIALLY UNSTABLE . . .

& it seems as if i have NO LUCK in finding a job . . .

everything seems to bee going wrong , at thee wrong time & bck to bck for me .

they say p . u . s . h ( pray until something happens ) but i see no progress ,
not saying tht god isnt doing his job but im worried he doesnt hear my cryy . . .